Survival (Lyrics)

I struggle to survive in this fucking existence. When every new morning brings a sober assessment of where I am, where I've been, and what I need to be. Forget the past, stand and face whats in front of me but for better or worse, I carry on. We decide our own demise. But I'll always be reminded of the pain that I hold because the ones who never loved me wrote the stories I've told. And this shadow of doubt shakes my confidence so I gotta hide my soul for fear of consequence. So I still survive but can you say the same? Because I'm laying flowers at your grave before the bloods been drained. I never forgive and I never forget so I wrote you off because i know you'd quit. I never forgive and i never forget I'll watch you fail every chance I fucking get.