Scarier Area (Lyrics)

Sometimes I underestimate the time it takes to get From here to where I wanna be in my own head I set my sights too far away And then I’m always upset when I can’t reach them But I’m getting closer and I guess that’s all that I can say I’m trying not to be distracted by the fact that you’re so far away But all my thoughts feel so typical Of growing up before you start getting old How have I held myself back for so long when it seems so easy now? Why does it take change to see things differently? I’ll sleep well tonight just knowing I’ll wake up next to you But you expect too much That’s why I let you down And you complain constantly Try honesty Try improving all the time Try never needing sympathy for the doubts that cloud your mind But I know this might just sound typical Of a girl who’s growing up but not getting old How have I held myself back for so long when it seems so easy now? Why does it take change to see things differently? I’ll sleep well tonight just knowing I’ll wake up But I wake up just to close my eyes again I never wanna get up but it’s too easy to pretend So I lift this lazy head and drag it to a desk And try to fill it with the things I need to wanna wake up again