Rough Draft (Lyrics)

I crave my own misery I'm the reincarnation of marquis I create a list of easy tasks Because I just love to check shit off To bring myself closer to the edge And I won't take another step To risk the benefits of my sympathetic friends Everyone I fall in love with Has already fallen in love with someone I respect So now I'm an altruist Oh fuck just this once can I root for the hometeam I'm always the bee to kamikaze to save the precious queen And I watch the sympathy turn to pity From my sympathetic friends