Only If You Wanted Me To (Lyrics)

i read you like the paper, crumbled on my floor. i see you've gone away, but what difference does it make? does it make me any better... to stop you or to watch you as you go? such a long time since we've spoken, and reasons never change. cause in the past you left me broken. and i will run so far away, with someone that i call my friend. the winter left me faded in hope, we'll die no more, and i won't let you know. the walk to your front door, it brings me back to this, but this, i know, is wrong, and i could stop the world for you, but only if you wanted me to. i've finally let go, but it doesn't mean that i don't miss you. and i've wanted you to know, that i never meant that i don't miss you. now i know that wishes don't come true, at least not for me. should've known the right thing wasn't you, at least not for me.