Monsters (Lyrics)

My bitter eyes have seen better days I'm feeling cursed and so estranged My lungs they ache and my liver burns It's a constant reminder of the lessons I don't learn If I try my best I fear I won't succeed I always want what I can't have and I dunno what I need I try to make things work and keep an honest word But when I close my eyes I see so many that I have hurt I can't get these monsters out of my head My mind feels poisoned and I scare myself to death But I can't get these monsters out of my head I could appeal to reason but I know I'll find nothing there My storyline is basic but I am losing the plot I've got stress pouring in from every angle Anxiety attacks have got me strangled I'm my own worst enemy, I'm too much to handle Every time I make progress I can feel my thoughts get tangled I can't get these monsters out of my head My mind feels poisoned and I scare myself to death But I can't get these monsters out of my head I could appeal to reason but I know I'll find nothing there I'd like to say that I fit in and I really belong But there's too much change between my right and wrong I'd like to say that I fit in and I really belong But there's too much change between my right and wrong I can't get these monsters out of my head My mind feels poisoned and I scare myself to death But I can't get these monsters out of my head I could appeal to reason but I know I'll find nothing there I can't get these monsters out of my head I can't get these monsters out of my head I can't get these monsters out of my head