Know What I Mean, Jellybean? (Lyrics)

by then I'd had enough I couldn't stand to watch you die so I died first, that's how I survived now I can't feel the ground tremble beneath my feet and I won't make a sound while this town crumbles into the sea It's been years, even after all this time I'm still here there's simply nothing inside when I held your head and whispered into you ear "it's okay to leave now, there's nothing left for you here." I knew I had nothing left to fear it's not hard to keep it inside a feeling so hard to describe I don't know if that's okay I'm gonna do it anyway do it anyway yeah it hurt, it's almost something else now I cried so much I thought I might drown I'm out of tears, I'll make no concessions through all these years I've learned a lesson every thing I love will die in due time