I Would Sit Alone In Silence (Lyrics)

My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather In the city of resistance, I haven't been feeling better About anything or anyone that I chose to believe in And something tells me I won't find the one thing that I needed The one thing that I needed I'll pick myself up everyday Won't let the world around me become a cage I can't escape I keep in touch with my mistakes But when they surround me It's another panic state And I never said a word about the way that I was feeling 'Cause I trained myself to lie and tell myself that I am fine Ever since I was a kid, I've always kept this pain inside And I never had that person that made everything alright That made everything alright My mood is inconsistent and it changes with the weather In the city of resistance, I haven't been feeling better About anything or anyone that I chose to believe in Something tells me I'm about to see the consequence of feeling If you ever tried to ask me What was going on inside I would sit alone in silence While my thoughts eat me alive If I could just go back in time and stop myself I'd stop myself from holding everything inside of my head In my head lies the consequence of every feeling that I hide