Daily Restraint (Lyrics)

I've reconciled my entire life Dreams take place of traffic signs A thirty minute drive flies by With imaginary strangers in the passenger side I've reconciled my whole life Billboards, they flicker in my mind Beam out of my eyes into the sky Crazy I may seem A lost soul precisely Maybe it's just me A skewed view completely I think I need the medicine That counteracts the thoughts I process I'm disappointed at the thought of letting anyone in Desperate measures to receive The attention that I need Routine shackled life Carefully counting sidewalk lines Walk to the door that's only five feet high All I see is an old TV and a stack of movies I've already seen Tossing and turning, dissecting my ceiling Constructing pictures out of textures in my head I'm drawing out tomorrow It's never going to end Self-evaluation screens They're all that you bring to me I think I need some company (just somebody) The kind where I'm asked if I need anything I think I need the medicine (don't think I need the medicine) that counteracts the thoughts I process (don't think I need the medicine)